28.

I came across this here and it just seemed right. 

A quick update really, I have been so happy living in my new place, coming home (yes it already feels like home, eek) to lovely comments and support from everyone on here and generally just making a little life for myself. Yes I still sleep wrapped in layers because I'm not used to not having someone in the bed next to me, yes it still feels beyond strange when I go to call A and realise we're not together/he won't really care and yes the thought of never having that closeness, that complete intimacy with him upsets me. 

But

I haven't cried since the weekend and I credit most of that cry to saying goodbye to my mummy and that, lovely ladies, is a real turning point as far as I'm concerned